Back then

Pitäisi mennä (itse asiassa olla jo) nukumaan mutta inspiraatio iski eikä tämmöisiä tilanteita voi ohittaa...

Once in a warm place,
shielded from evil.
Once in a safe place,
protected from the devil
As a child,
Nothing was hard, nothing was difficult
Now they took it all away

Pushed into reality,
Pushed right into the chaos
Now it's up to me,
to build my own future,
Like it or not, I must
Time has come for me to take action.

Now that I look back,
Seeing what I could have done,
Seeing what I should have done,
Seeing what I wanted to do.
Life seems a lot more complicated,
than I could even comprehend...
Back then....

Lahjoja, lahjattomuutta tai jotain siltä väliltä

Noh... Mä olen tässä vähän miettinyt asioita ja tullut semmoiseen tulokseen että mä saatan vaikka osatakkin kirjottaa runoja, (saatan kyllä olla osaamattakin, lukijahan sen päättää). Joten olen päättänyt että tästä lähtien puran tunteitani runoilemalla. Hyvin vaikeata tehdä tämmöisiä päätöksiä kun on tämmöinen *aktivoi sarkasminapin* alfauros, joka paikan höylä, muutenkin kaikkitietäväinen sekä maskuliininen mieshenkilö *deaktivoi sarkasminapin*.

Mutta tosiaan, aloitetaan sitten osalla numero *lisää numero*


What is "life"?

Is it really a life, if there's no one to live it with?
Is it really a life, if there's nothing to share from it?
Is it really a life, if there's no one to hear from it?
Is it really a life, if you just watch from the sidelines...

Who's the judge of the game called life?
Is there any rules?
Who are the players and what is the playing field?
Is there even a such a thing?

What is the thing you experience?
What if it's just a hallucination?
An image created by your mind?
Is there even a reality?

Who can answer these questions?
I can answer to this one
No one can.....

Noticed me? I think not...

For once I'd like to be your center of attention
For once I'd like to be someone you care about
For once I'd like that you wouldn't push me aside
For once I'd like you to notice me.
But do you.... I think not

Am I just so normal that I blend in
Am I just so weird that i don't
Am I just so unrecognizable that you don't see me
Am I just so unappealing to be with,
That you'd rather be alone than with me.

Whatever the reason, I understand now
There is no place for me in your life
Whatever the reason, don't pull me back
There is no place for you in my life